!!

"WILL YOU PLEASE STFU"

2003-08-30T08:44:19Z

Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I got my tattoo finnished today. Its gorgeous. Met some other girls getting their tattoos and they were pretty cool. One's name was Melanie. My tattoo was finnished pretty late 'coz it took forever for the other guys' tattoo to be done. Ummmmm, Ate @ Arbys. Sher showed up [coz i called and told her to?] but in she walks and I look behind her and I see a pollack. I was like "WTF?". She found him on the bus. He just wanted to hang out with us 'coz he wants us. :) haha.
We then go to 22nd street station where some guy decides its fun to stand and STARE at my tattoo. Like its like he was watchin a fucken solar eclipse man. It was funny. :) Ummmm, We heard some guy talking really loud but couldn't see him? So we get on the bus and whatnot and we sit down and we found the guy. He had to have been drunk or something 'coz he was almost screaming and I think he thought he was speaking at a normal level? He starts talking to the guy beside him and I swear they were no more than 3 feet apart and they're yelling. HI I HAVE A HEADACHE AT THIS TIME BTW, but theyre talking so fucken loud so Sher an I, every few minutes are like " STFU " or " OMFG STFU U FAGS" and we were going on about it fo ra while. Finally they hear us and they turn around and we start fucken arguing for like 5 minutes straight. GRrr I thought one of them was gonna come hit us too. He looked so mad. Anyways We get off the bus early 'coz we can't take them any more and we're waiting for my bus and a car stops and the guys start hitting on us? We deny them of course 'coz thats how we be. haha.
So we get home and I shower and wash my tat and Tracy [my brothers gf] messages me on MSN and asks if we wanna go to the PNE with her and her friend. We accept and for some reason I don't know why...I think something was bothering me but I had like...an anxiety attack or something. I was freaking about stupid little things and I dunno. So she shows up and we hop in her car and we're crusing downtown and this like Old blue camaro is like trying to race us so we go for it and we're laughing and stuff and they're ahead and then we're ahead and we notice that they're drinking...so we call the cops on them. You don't even understand how much we were laughing when we got out at the PNE and seen them and tracy realized it was her friends b/f. :) We walked over and Sher, Tracy and I were dying laughing and they're like "Wtf are you on shrooms or something?". Ok heres an even better part of the night. So Tracy, Her friend, Sher and I pile back into the car and go to McDonalds. Tracy buys us all food [so nice <33]Haha, We're pulling up to the drive thru window to get our food and the chicks hand was alread out the window? Talk about a drive by Fattening Up..haha k that was QUEER. We almost missed our food. =/ HI WE WERE SO PICKY WITH OUR DRINKS - Classic. <3 and we're sitting in the parking lot eating it. We notice a really hot guy walking toward the car and I look at Sher...And She looks at him than at me and we go...

OMG ITS JOSEPH

And he realizes right away that its us. But he was gonna use us, and be all "Hi can you go thru the drive thru for me? 'coz mcdicks is closed?"...So we put the top to Tracy's car down, and he hops in and puts his arms around us [haha @ the guy behind our car gettin out and givin him madd props for bein such a pimp].And we go get his food. CIRCUMSIZED FRIES. ;) He was fucken wasted it was so funny. It was nice to seeeeeee him tho. 'Coz we havent seen him for a while =/ :( ANYWAYS

Thats my night. In a smalll recap.
Than we drove home with the top down, and Sher and I got hit on in the car? Ohhh...and my hair is all knotted, the end.

Smile Even Though Your Heart Is Aching Smile Even Though Its Breaking

2003-08-25T07:46:13Z

ErnErnErnErnErnErn.</3>always will.

</3>
I Miss him More and More each day

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear maybe ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile- what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you just smile
Oh that's the time you must keep on trying

Smile what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you just smile

I'll smile.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-08-24T00:59:00

2003-08-24T07:59:57Z

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exquisite_babie
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If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. Your friends would appreciate that.

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IM SO EFFIN SORRY IM SO EFFIN DRAMATIC.
BITCHES.
;)

exquisite_babie @ 2003-08-20T15:31:00

2003-08-20T22:28:11Z

Yeah like thats ever gonna happen now :/ :'( :/

The Ataris - Between You and Me

2003-08-19T21:43:04Z

Won't you come over?
You know that you want to.
How does it feel to know
I still want you?

Why do we always seem,
To want what we can't have?
Lessons learned.
But then I listen to my heart,
And it says still run back for more.

I'm happy for you.
I'm sure that he really loves you. [she]
But it breaks my heart,
To know I can't hold you.

It's just hard to think
I'll never get the chance
To say your mine.
But every time you hear this song
You'll know you've made a mark
On my heart and my mind.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-07-20T10:34:00

2003-07-20T05:35:26Z

New icon, Its ugly but I made it myself k. I like it.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-07-18T15:46:00

2003-07-18T22:43:53Z

:( I miss Ern. God Just <333

Ummmm. So Manda and I are no longer friends, eh? I can't take people talking shit about me. I heard she was doing it before but I gave her the benefit of the doubt. And now...When more than one person copy and pastes the conversation from an AIM chat to me I can't take it anymore. Best Friends Don't go behind your back and say the things that she was saying about me. 'Coz that just fucking hurt. Badly.

Anyways. *Sigh* I'm tired of being alone. I need to be held and loved again. Again? WTF. None of them have ever loved me LOL. :)

The end of my pity entry =/

My head is bloody pounding :(:(:(

exquisite_babie @ 2003-07-13T14:37:00

2003-07-13T21:50:52Z

We Woke Up Bright And Early Exhausted - Waiting to go to my Hair Appt. [Shut up I know it's already done.]
Groggy and unable to comprehend anything past "Sleep?" My dad came to the rescue with Starbucks Coffee. :D

OMFG i got my hair cut cut cut. Clicky

I Have NO Mascara on.

SHER IS A FUKIN LAZY LITTLE TURD.

What the hell?

I talk while taking pic's. It makes me cool.

My Hair wanted to get away, so it started to fly.

And that is the end of my picture presentation.

So...What dya think?

I'll write about Friday Night, Later on.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-29T16:38:00

2003-06-29T23:40:41Z

I want to say so much. But I won't. I'll just close my mouth and keep it all inside.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-26T13:08:00

2003-06-26T20:04:01Z

Sher and I started our own picture rating community, guys!

Come join, find out if you're hot. ;)

just2hawt

<3

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-24T17:28:00

2003-06-25T00:59:07Z

WHOA
MMMM

Holy Fuck me.

Oh my.

YUM.

And all in all. If I could have my choice of any guy. I'd still run to Ct and be with him <3 :)

He's The ONLY Boy Who Can Make My Heart Beat Faster And Slower At the Same Time.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-21T15:07:00

2003-06-21T22:09:59Z

Have you ever...
1. Fallen for your best friend? Nope.
2. Made out with just a friend? oh. um, yes.
3. Been rejected? Yes
4. Been in love? :):)
5. Been in lust? yes
6. Used someone? this one time, YEAH
7. Been used? Yes
8. Cheated on someone? no, but Hey! I know what it feels like
9. Been cheated oh! I just answered that
10. Done something you regret? MANY THINGS

Who was the last person...
1. You touched? Myself? *winks* jk. umm. my mommy before she lft. i gave her a hug
2. You talked to? Ashley
3. You hugged? My mom
4. You instant messaged? Linds
5. You kissed? ...*CRIES*
6. You yelled at? my mother
7. You laughed with? My mom lmfao

Have you/are you/do you...

1. Considered a life of crime? lol yeah baby yeah
2. Considered being a hooker? I hate people
3. Considered being a pimp? I already am DUH
4. Are you psycho? yes.
5. Split personalities? sometimes!
6. Schizophrenic? sure.
7. Obsessive? with some things/people
8. Obsessive compulsive? no?
9. Panic? I can..
10. Anxiety? I think so
11. Depressed? I don't know, everyone gets those HAPPY DAYS THEN SAD DAYS THEN, whatev
12. Suicidal? No
13. Obsessed with hate? no ??
14. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? OH YEAH ABY EVERYTHING *scowl*
15. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? wtf?
16. Understanding? very
17. Open-minded: extremely
18. Arrogant: not at all
19. Insecure: very.
20. Interesting: very.
21. Hungry: I'm waiting for soup to finnish :) take a hintt.
22. Friendly: Usually
23. Smart: Can be
24. Moody: who isn't?
25. Childish: Can be?
26. Independent: again, Can be?
27. Hardworking: Depends on alot of things? Yeah.
28. Organized: not right now
29. Healthy: i gots me a cold.
30. Emotionally stable: ha ha ha, right this second no
31. Shy: depends on with who, sometimes yeah sometimes no
32. Difficult: YES.
33. Attractive: no.
34. Bored easily: not really
35. Thirsty: give me a smirnofffffffffs
36. Responsible: yes
37. Sad: This moment yes
38. Happy: This moment no
39. Trusting: with certain people
40. Talkative: really talkative, plus I talk real fast
41. Original: usually
42. Different: in some ways
43. Unique: Yes!
44. Lonely: very
45. Colour your hair? Yuh
46. Have tattoos? not yet
47. Piercings? yes!
48. Have a boyfriend? no
49. Floss daily? no
50. Own a webcam? yes.
51. Ever get off the damn computer? yes
52. chen sie deutsche? oh, no. sorry.
53. Habla espanol? Si si. Mi llama Melanie, y tu? i think? yeah

K.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-18T22:54:00

2003-06-19T05:59:18Z

I were a month I would be: June or July.
If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday or Saturday. i'm not a decision maker.
If I were a time of day I would be: 9:00
If I were a planet I would be: Jupiter
If I were a sea animal I would be: a Melanie
If I were a direction I would be: south (oh SHIT THIS SURVEY JUST GOT KINKY << LOL LINZ)
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Erns Chair <3 no, Ern's bed. So I could feel our fuck? no i d k
If I were a sin I would be: Lust.
If I were a historical figure I would be: You auntie Alinea.
If I were a liquid I would be: BOOZEMOHOL
If I were a tree I would be: a christmas tree all lit up
If I were a flower/plant I would be: sunflower.
If I were a kind of weather I would be: raindrop.
If I were a musical instrument I would be: guitar.
If I were an animal I would be: a little puppy!awwwww.
If I were a color I would be: Pink
If I were a vegetable I would be: Corn
If I were a sound I would be: Giggle
If I were an element I would be: uh
If I were a car I would be: vw bug. those are just. so cute. ok.
If I were a song I would be: I dunno. Hmm hard to choose.
If I were a movie I would be:
If I were a book I would be written by: uh
If I were a food I would be: Damn tasty?
If I were a place I would be: With him? hm?
If I were a material I would be: lace.;)
If I were a taste I would be: Bittersweet.<shit i like her answer so ima gank it. If I were a scent I would be: Curve Cologne If I were a word I would be: Love If I were an object I would be: IDK If I were a body part I would be: eyes. If I were a facial expression I would be: smiling If I were a cartoon character I would be: boo from monsters inc of course << YAY ME TOO LINZ If I were a shape I would be: heart If I were a number I would be: 69 yay fun stuffies. fuk the lj cut. no thanx. not fer this girlay! hahaha. suckaz gotta bear with me? yes Be4utifulMistake: nightnightnight. <333333iwasthehapiestgirlcuzigottatalktoyou333333 Ern: awwww Ern: ilovetalkingtoyouandcantgetenoughofyou Ern: talk to you soon Be4utifulMistake: *melts* Be4utifulMistake: kk night. talk to you soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Ern: :-) Ern: tty sooooon Be4utifulMistake: :-* Ern: nite nite Be4utifulMistake: <3 nighttt Auto response from Ernman617: sleeping like a babay Be4utifulMistake: MY BABAY lol ;-) Ern: ill change it Be4utifulMistake: lol whoa i thought u were sleeping ;-) Be4utifulMistake: awwwww nightnight Auto response from Ern: sleepin like a babay, dreamin of ma bella Be4utifulMistake: omg. night <3 *swoons* ;-) go to sleepies. k yes. <3 *swoons* G'night <3

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-16T16:07:00

2003-06-16T23:07:11Z

Kay. You're lame. I'm cooler than you <3

I'm sick of most of you. </3

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-14T15:40:00

2003-06-14T22:36:02Z

I'm sorry but I'm fucking sick of that. and this. Thank you

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-06T22:04:00

2003-06-07T05:11:53Z

:Name: Melanie
:backwards: einaleM
:Does your name mean anything?: goddess or something :/
:Were you named after anyone?: Yeah sort of. Long story
:Nickname(s): Melzy, Mel-icious *I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS NOW U ASSHOLE WARREN* Mellay, Annie, BabuhGurlay, Bella, "Ma Bella" <3
:Screenname(s): xoxbella, be4utfiulmistake, bellaxo, babygurl_0716, locolipsujustwannakiss
:Date of birth: July 16th
:Place of birth: Surrey BC
:Current location: Richmond
:Religion: I dont know, I"m confused
:Height: 5'5
:Shoe size: 8 1/2, 9
:Hair color: BlondieBrown
:Eye color: Green
:What do you look like?: APPARANTLY a cross of Avril and LeeLee?
:Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: Right
:How old are you mentally?: idk
:Describe yourself in 5 words: Messed up stupid shortie girl?
:What are your worst qualities: Everything :/
:What are your best qualities: ask Ern, cause he obviously thinks I've got somethin good to me?

You Have...
:Any sisters: Sort of.
:Any brothers: yes
:Any pets: I guess.
:A disease: :/
:A pager: Bob ate that too :/ I got it cancelled.
:A personal phone number: Yes.
:A leather jacket with studs on it?: No?
:A heroin needle: No?
:A pool or hot tub: imma go with yes, but then i will say no
:A Car: FUK DONT EVEN START ON THAT :*(

Describe your...
:Personality: Wild / Hyper / Emotional / Penis
:Driving: hahahaha <<I agree Sher>>
:Car or one you want:
:Room: In need of change desperatly
:School: Dont go. They're assholes.
:Relationship with your parent(s): it has its times.

Do You...
:Believe in yourself?: Nope
:Believe in love at first sight?: Nope, I can't.
:Consider yourself a good listener: I try to be
:Consider yourself a good friend: depends, is telling the cold hard truth a good friend or sugar coating things so it doesnt hurt being a good friend? if the first is right, hell yes!
:Get along with your parents: I try to.
:Save your e-mail or conversations: I've saved some from certain people. :) :'(
:Pray: I don't see a point anymore. I still do it though. but i never know why.
:Believe in reincarnation: I don't really know. Do you?
:Like to make fun of people: It's so fun!! SHER LMFAO <3 GOOD TIMES BABYGURL
:Like to talk on the phone: To Certain people. I dunno. I get bored easily.
:Like to drive: I love it.
:Get motion sickness: I can..Depends
:Eat chicken fingers with a fork: FINGERS. FINGERS DUDE.
:Dream in color: Usually
:Type with your fingers on home row: Barely ever.
:Sleep with a stuffed animal: Sometimes. When I'm sad I use my bankey haha.

What Was/Is (or Are)...
:Right next to you: One side is the phone and the computer. Other side is the TV :)
:your room: My room is my room?
:On your mouse pad: Taz
:Your dream car: fuck you ask this alot.
:Your dream date: Vancouver Canucks Hockey Game. Ern. Alcohol. Kisses.
:Your dream honeymoon spot: Dunno yet!
:Your dream husband/wife: *GIGGLES*
:Your bedtime: after i brush my teeth and hair and said my prayers and laid my bible under my pillow and put on my footy pajamas and kissed mama and papa good night...please whenever iwant k? [[LMFAO SHER YOU FORGOT TO ADD THE WARM MILK AND GETTING UR STUFFED ANIMAL..SHEESH]
:Under your bed: Tons of stuff lol. :( I'm such a dork. I gotta clean up.
:The single most important question: Why?
:Your bad time of the day: Eating
:Your worst fear(s): heights, Lies, Dying alone, never getting to see him or kiss him
:The time?: 9:27PM
:The date?: june 6
:The best trick you ever played on someone?: i dunno, I've done alot 8-)
:The weirdest food or drink that you like?: i dont eat or drink weird stuff. though.....nevermind 8-) ((Sher. One of a kind <3))
:The hardest thing about growing up?: That point where you are almost an adult but you are still a teen and your family treats you like a child but youre struggling to show them you are mature and are old enough to make your open decisions and then they turn on you and everything becomes a huge fight cause they suck ass and you hate it lmfao. ((<3 I AGREE SHER))
:Your funniest experience: When Sher and I first met Tommy and I realized he looked like he was 394....OR When Sher and I got hit on at metro by the black guy who walked away when I said we were waiting for our boyfriends?, Yeah.((being out with Mel and Lorne and the lady at Tim Hortons thinking Lorne wuz Mel's boyfriend and Mel looking like she wuz about to murder the chick = SHERS ANSWER GO TO HELL I HATE YOU DIE))
:Your scariest moment?: Like I want to relive it.
:The stupidest thing you've said?: "Yeah, I really like you too, Tommy" << WHAT THE HELL? (("She likes you, i like you, and youre fucken macking on both of us"...oh god that night wuz horrible. GOD I WANTED TO KILL U SHER ))
:The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: I don't think I've done anything so crazy?
:Craziest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s)?: NEVERMIND
:The worst feeling in the world?: I dunno. Pain? Lol
:The best feeling in the world? Being held.

Favorite...
:Number: 7
:Color: Pink and Blue
:Day: July 16th
:Month: July
:Song: I cna't choose one. I'm in love with so many. So many have special meaning, ya know?
:Movie: See answer above.
:Food: mmmm yummmy yummmy i dunno actually
:Band: i cant think right now.
:Season: Spring cause its not too hot but its warm and breezy and its just beautiful
:Sport: Hockey you fag dont ever ask that again like you cant tell!!! (( AMEN TO THAT SHER ))
:Class: mmm sex ed
:Teacher: NONE
:Drink: smirnoff ice or smirnoff triple black? wait no amaretto, or Baileys...Hmmm Gimme gimme
:Veggie: broccolli i will eat like 39539593 of those green lil monsters
:TV Show: MELANIE AND ERN MAKE OUT ON NATIONAL TELEVISION 24/7 SHOW.
:Radio Station: Z, pronounced Zed k? or The beat.
:Store: Raw Edge. SIRENS BABY. OFF THE WALL. GUESS.
:Animal: Monkies and Elephants.
:Flower: red rose
:State: CT CUZ IT IS MY UNITED STATES OF WHATEVA

Love + Relationships...
:Do you have a bf/gf?: No...
:Do you have a crush?: Hahah
:How long have you liked him/her?: TEKEKEKE
:Why do you like this person?: Shut up.
:Who was your first love?: Oh god, here are the waterworks.
:What do you miss about them?: Alot. But its good that he's gone right? :*(

The past
:Last thing you heard: "She'll call you back in 15 minutes"
:Last thing you saw: My ring almost flying into the toilet?
:Last thing you said: "HAHA"
:Who is the last person you saw?: Mommy
:Who is the last person you kissed?: A JACKASS!
:Who is the last person you hugged?: Sher when we said bye the other day?
:Who is the last person you fought with?: Rick?
:Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: Sher?
:What is the last TV show you saw?: SELECT BABY, STARING ME

The Present...
:What are you wearing?: Bathing suit shorts and a tank
:What are you doing?: this?
:Who are you talking to?: Dave. Steve. Manda and I forget this other guys names. <3 haha.
:What song are you listening to?: EC is on TV? so Mariah and Busta? Now its Kelly Clarkson
:Where are you?: at my computer?
:Who are you with?: Mr Tv, Mr pix of Sher and Mel drunk, and My Mommy cuz she's home now from being with her FUCKING STALKER FUCKING BOYFRIEND. oi.
:How are you feeling?: sick
:Are you in a chatroom?: no

The Future...
:What day is it tomorrow?: Saturday?
:What are you going to do after this?: Go do sit ups and maybe go for a walk to think?
:Who are you going to talk to?: Random strangers?
:Where are you going to go?: Don't stalk me, stalker.
:How old will you be when you graduate?: 17
:What do you want to be?: A Model or a Journalist or an Actress.
:What is one of your dreams?: To find a guy who won't hurt me and actually love me, and marry me and treat me like a princess.
:Where will you be in 25 years?: Canada or US HAHA

Have You Ever...
:Drank?: AA is where i belong
:Smoked?: :/
:Had sex?: :( if i did someone shoulda told me
:Stole?: one time in grade 2? i wuz so dangerous ((HAHA SHER TWINS <3))
:Done anything illegal?: :)
:Wanted to die?: every moment
:Hit someone?: Not me O:-)

Etc...
:Do you write in cursive or print?: a lil of both im a bad girl like that
:What piercings do you have?: 2 on the lobes, and a belly ring.
:Do you drive?: No i havent gone for my test because I'm too scared to fail :/
:Do you have glasses or braces?: None of the above, Alex.

Self-Evaluation...
:What do you most like about your body?: Nothing?
:And least?: my ability to be flat everywhere but my hips and stomach, My boobs are too big.
:How many fillings do you have?: 2
:Do you think you're good looking?: not really.
:Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: Yes. Liars.
:Do you look like any celebrities?: APPARANTLY LEELEE SOBIESKI and AVRIL LAVIGNE KAY?

Fashion...
:Do you wear a watch?: Nope.
:How many coats and jackets do you own?: eh too many im not a big fan of them though
:Favorite pants/skirt color?:My pretty black sparkly pants!
:Most expensive item of clothing?: god i dunno?
:Most treasured?: :)My long jean jacket
:What kind of shoes do you wear?: I'm not much for the running flat kind. SUMMER SHOES BABY SHOW YOUR TOES
:Describe your style in one word: Preppy
:How long does it take you get ready in the mornings: If I'm going out? 1 hour - 1 ½ hours.

What a waste of my time <3 read and Comment fuckers.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-06T20:46:00

2003-06-07T03:41:56Z





	
	
	
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exquisite_babie @ 2003-06-03T15:43:00

2003-06-03T22:42:45Z

I'm so scared. I'm so scared. I'm so scared. What if..What if he thinks I'm ugly in real life? What if he thinks I'm fat in real life? What if he doesn't like me at all. Oh god. :/ Just. Just Hold me <33333

:'(.

*GULP* :/ :/ :/ :/

IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED

exquisite_babie @ 2003-05-23T02:31:00

2003-05-23T09:35:12Z

"We talk like we know what's going on, but we don't; we don't have any idea. Look, we're really young, and we're going to screw up a lot. You know, we're going to keep changing our minds, and sometimes even our heart. And through all that, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness. Don't get so angry that you stop loving, because one day you'll wake up form that anger and the person you love will be gone." - Joey. Dawsons Creek.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

On another note, I cried my eyes out tonight.I wanted to go to Desi's grad so badly, and I couldn't get to CO. Tomorrow night - Desi, Tim, and Chris graduate, and I don't get to be there. She's taking doubles on her pictures and they're going to send me a tape of them from the camcorder - I'm extatic, but its still not the same. Iluuu Desi.

I got to talk to Manda for a couple hours tonight. I missed her so much. She's still the same ol' Manda. <33 ILU.

So I told Chris [My Chris ] Everything. I feel like such a bitch bringing him bad news like this but he had to know. Tomorrow HIS girlfriend is meeting Josh. Hi I'm such a fuking bitch. But he's my friend and I can't keep it from him. :/ I just feel like poopies.

I got to talk to Ern today. God. Just <33. He's trying his hardest to get up here. $400.00 By plane and then he's gonna rent a hotel and stuff and who knows. But he wants to drive up. IDK. its all in the works. Tons of pix for you guys when that happens. lol.

I don't get to meet Shawn Desman again. *GLARES @ RICO *..He was never really booked to be there officially, and its all screwed. I'm so pissed off. This is so freaking gay!!

Where are you, now that I need you..Tears on my pillow
x0x0x0,
Melanieeeeeeee

exquisite_babie @ 2003-05-22T07:02:00

2003-05-22T14:18:42Z

Ashley Thank you for tonight, You've always been there when I needed to cry. Thank you <3

Ern makes me unbelivably happy. Josh makes me unbelivably confused. I miss my buddddddddyy Chris. Josh or Chris ] I'm gonna flip. ;x <3 Ern. Chris. Josh. Shane <3333 My boys.

I miss Adam. We're slowly kind of drifting . I dont know what happened really. I'm gonna call him later after I get some sleep and see if he wants to hang out soon. I want to hug and kiss him and I just totally miss him holding me. ;x. I miss him saying "truce" and then outta no where tickling me again. That lil bugger. hehe.

Yeah. Hi *waves*

ANYWHORE...

1-did something or someone make you laugh today? explain.
LOL. ummmmm, probably

2-what is your favorite light source? A lamp? the sun?

3-what was your favorite book when you were little?
I don't remember

4-what do you usually think about when you're trying to get to sleep at night? be specific.
Kissing him. Holding him. Being with him.

5-describe yourself using 3 adjectives. Girly. Stupid. Tired.

6-yoda and piglet are on my computer desk. your thoughts on this?
piglet is adorable thanx

7-what movie made you cry the hardest? even if it was only one teardrop...just answer the damn question...
pearl harbor.titanic.life as a house.a walk to remember.

8-who completely gets and understands what you are all about?
I'm starting to see that Ern understands me.

9-describe your favorite shoes. these don't have to be shoes you actually own.
My beige/tan shoes. Hot.

10-if you were given an unlimited supply of money, what would you do with it?
I'd buy a car. and clothes. and shoes. and lotsa neato stuff

11-your bedroom is on fire. aside from any people or pets, what 3 things do you save?
journal. pics i can grab. my teddy bear <3

12-describe the first person you ever had a mad crush on.
Joanthan Wu...asshole. Always wanted to hurt me. :/

13-movie or tv character you identify most with is...? uh none.

14-what is your favorite cereal?
Idk i never eat cereal

15-what is your biggest fear?
never finding true love

16-what is the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?
Nothing

17-what makes your skin crawl? Spiders.snakes.bugs.

18-what makes your heart sink (in a good way)?
If your heart sinks that can't be good, can it? ;/

19-what is your favorite candy?
Marshmellow Strawberry Things

20-if you were a bee, who would you sting?
Hmmmmmm. I'd stinggggggg YOU!

whats your best habit? I dont think I have one.
whats your favorite hobby? Writing. ;x
whats your best feature? uhh eyes..
whats your favorite daydream? Holding him ;x

whats your worst habit? Falling for too many people
whats your worst fear? being alone
whats your worst feature? My no ass.
whats your worst nightmare? The one I recently had. I'm still afraid to sleep ;/
whats the best sound in the world? hearing someone say they love you
whats the best smell? hypnotic poison//Curve Cologne.
best taste? too many things
best uhh..touch? Cuddling. Being held.
Best thing you've ever seen? idk.
whats the worst thing you've ever done to a friend? When our friendship broke off we both became low. Lets leave it at that.
whats the worst thing a friend has done to you? blah. i dont wanna remember
whats the worst thing you've ever seen? rotten.com
worst taste? blood
worst sound? blood curdling yelling
who's your best friend?
who's the best listener? Sherry.Ashley.Manda.Ern.Laura
who's the best kisser you've kissed? ..:'(
Who's the best dancer you've ever danced with? Hmm I can't remember.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-05-17T22:59:00

2003-05-18T06:07:33Z

K. Us - Making the 'Nucks Lose. Lol. [Way back in series 1].

1. WTF was I doing? Falling asleep? I hadn't had THAT much to drink!

2.
WE DONT LIKE U SO WE'RE IGNORING UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU [probably what we were saying to] EEEEEEEEEE.

3.WE LIKE OUR TONGUES!

4.

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K. Us - Making the 'Nucks Lose. Lol. [Way back in series 1].
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2.
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4. <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3376466323232%7Ffp3%3B%3Dot%3E2328%3D85%3A%3D7%3A9%3Dxroqdf%3E232339859365%3Bot1lsi/> No Comment.

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6. <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3376466323232%7Ffp3%3B%3Dot%3E2328%3D85%3A%3D7%3A9%3Dxroqdf%3E2323398593683ot1lsi"/> AWWWWWWW US R TEH CUTIES.

7. <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3376466323232%7Ffp3%3B%3Dot%3E2328%3D85%3A%3D7%3A9%3Dxroqdf%3E2323398593684ot1lsi"/> Lorne takes pix when we're not paying attention

8.<img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3376466323232%7Ffp3%3B%3Dot%3E2328%3D85%3A%3D7%3A9%3Dxroqdf%3E2323398593685ot1lsi"/> I like how I look like I had acne. Ew. and my comment? STFU.

9. <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3376466323232%7Ffp3%3B%3Dot%3E2328%3D85%3A%3D7%3A9%3Dxroqdf%3E2323398593686ot1lsi"/> I DONT LIKE CANADIAN!! *SPITS*

10. <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3376466323232%7Ffp3%3B%3Dot%3E2328%3D85%3A%3D7%3A9%3Dxroqdf%3E2323398593687ot1lsi"/> Right.

11. <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3376466323232%7Ffp3%3B%3Dot%3E2328%3D85%3A%3D7%3A9%3Dxroqdf%3E2323398593688ot1lsi"/> YEA WE'RE CUTEEEEEEE.

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Anyways. yeah. I'mmma missin someone.

I got to drive tonight *WHOOHOO* we went to a parking lot so I could learn some shit. Stayed there for a while. Twas fun.

Uhm, Yeah. K

2003-05-17T01:29:13Z

....I think I've lost them.

:'(

exquisite_babie @ 2003-05-15T14:14:00

2003-05-15T21:17:58Z

Wow. I never thought Dawson's Creek would end like that. I was seriously just bawling my eyes out. I can't believe that Jen died. I remember hating her in the beginning. I used to follow joey and Dawson's relationship like it was mine. 7 Years of Dawsons Creek, and to think..its over.

On another note, I'm lossssssing weight. I eat Salad, nonstop. Alot of my friends were freaking on me last night, I told them to go to hell. Chris even started to lecture me. Assholes, need to mind their business!! I do tons of sit ups and stuff late at night. I'm gonna be so hot by summer, hopefully.

I can't wait til SD @ MTV. KTHNX.
Im gonna be all "remember me?"

Hi. My moms BF is a stupid fuken liar fagget and my mom hates him and I hope he dies. KTHNX. DIE DIE DIE STAB STAB STAB!!!

Josh = Hot. Ern = Hot. Chris = Moving to Colorado on Saturday.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-05-14T05:01:00

2003-05-14T11:59:22Z

I'm so sick and tired of hearing people put all the blame on Dan Cloutier for the fucking losss. Excuse me, but The vancouver Canucks are a TEAM, its not just one fucking player playing on the god damn ice.

I'm so sick of it.

Oh man, Dan cloutier.

I'm gonna call him. And be all. Come over and fuck me hard and fast and now thnx..

Wow.

exquisite_babie @ 2003-05-13T03:56:00

2003-05-13T10:52:44Z

Kelly Kapowski...
Though you are not told by many... people really
look up to you and find your spunk and smiley
attitude refreshing. You might come from a
tough backround, but you don't let that affect
the way you live your life. Everyone thinks the
world of you, but no one holds that against
you.

Which Saved By The Bell Character Are You?
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WHOOOO HOOO. OH MAN OH MAN I GET TO DO ZACH MORIS LMAO

EDIT: Maybe I should copy/paste the WHOLE code this time?